Jpanda’s

Today I was suppose to be in school in the morning but I was too tired to get up and my mind was telling me to sleep and so I did. I just had to push that button down and the alarm stopped ringing and I had a few extra hours of sleep. I don’t know why I was so tired when I hardly or barely touch my work. I did a few sculptures yesterday though, I’m only left with dressing them up. I did my template from scratch again and yes these took less than 5 hours and I remember spending the next few hours on the laptop before heading to bed. My question is, why am I so addicted to this piece of metallic cum plastic technology? To be honest, I don’t do much stuffs on my laptop, I check my mail and check out my facebook and other few blogs. When I have nothing else to read or bitch about, I’ll try so hard to find something to do on-line. I just feel my life depends so much on this thing. I’ve been making up excuses for it and therefore wasting my time away and not able to do my work. Even now, I’m suppose to get going and prepare for school but here I am.
I’m always wasting time, I’m going to waste time by completing my template first before meeting jk. Ok, that’s not considered as wasting time. hahaha. Anyway note to self: START WORKING HARD AND START ON YOUR TECHNICAL DRAWINGS AND DRAWING FUNDAMENTALS!

ps, I <3 myself
tschuss
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I’m sick of thinking for others, I’m tired of giving in every time. I’m gonna be selfish for this once and some other times. I’m also a human that needs someone to think for and someone to give in to. I can’t be that Samaritan all the time. Spare a thought for me, will anyone listen to me? fuck =[