Weird day

Graduation photo shoot
Hair cut
Bodybalance
McDonald’s before running
A little bit of school work
I’ve been thinking alot recently, my mind cant rest. ALL BECAUSE OF MY FYP! TG I have ass to help me through this period.
Gd night

End

The wall was already there, nobody tried taking it down for me. You’re a tough hearted girl but I’m not.

Sorry

To everyone else

Everybody does stupid things when they were young, even I myself so I would just like to say that I’m letting everything go from this day onwards.
To everyone who judge me, please don’t listen to what you have heard unless it’s from me myself. You don’t know what I’ve been through. Listen before you judge me (But I guess that will never happen because I myself judge people).

END

What it feels like

To be hurt- When I get scolded and I don’t even  have a chance to explain
To feel lost- When everything I do seems wrong, even when I did nothing.
To be left out in the dark- When you ostracized me so that you’ll appear attractive in other people’s eyes
To be kicked when you’re down- To be ignored when you need someone
To feel like you’ve been pushed around- When I’m trying my best to be what others want 
To be on the edge of breaking down- RIGHT NOW.

Bring me down

You said I’m drifting away from home but there’s nothing to drift away from. What do I do at home? Eat sleep watch tv and all over again. I stayed over because I have time and not as if I played all day. At least I do my work and go to school. All you have in your mind is your freaking bias logic. You are you, you prefer being along then it’s your problem but I don’t. I don’t like lying down and face the tv at home all day. Don’t judge me like you know everything about me. You and I are two different person. If there’s something to look forward to coming home, I would but there isn’t! You might think differently but that’s alright but at least be considerate and think about how I feel.
And to those who thinks she’s right, all of you never bothered listening to me. Just because she’s smart and knows how to speak well, so whatever she said is true and I’m the bad person. No one speaks up for me because no one knows the truth.
I’m overboard for staying over for so long but I just sent a freaking text because I wanted someone to welcome me home but no one bothered. Everytime I text ch, I don’t even get a reply and now it’s just one short text, you could have replied an ok but you went to rant on facebook like I’m some bitch you hate so much.
I’m sorry for being so insensitive at times but that’s me. It just hurts so much when the people u love dislikes you so much.
If you read this, these are just my heartfelt words, if these are going to irritate you and make you rant on facebook then I’m sorry for being myself.

Palmer’s cocoa body butter wash

For those who knows me, I am crazy over body butter. I once bought 80 bottles of body butter from Bodyshop and I must say they are really good. Back to my topic, Palmer’s butter wash is much better than Bodyshop’s butter wash. So imagine the smoothness you get after every wash. Oh my. I’m in love with this. What more Bodyshop’s butter wash has a smell that most people deters but Palmer’s has none.
I AM STILL AMAZED! Hahahahaha!

And mother of butter! This cost $9.90 only! Cheaper than Bodyshop!

Down the drain

Everything except two files from my hard disk is gone. The computer at xorex auto cleaned up my files. Got to redo everything and the hours spent doing them during the weekend are wasted, totally wasted. :’/

Okay, I’ve gotten over the previous issue. Right now I need my sleep and continue with my work later. Woke up at 5am and reached school at 8am for nothing. Everything is wasted but that will not make me give up because the love for it is stronger than anything else.

Exhausted

Been working on my board from 9am this morning and I just got everything 90% done. Haven’t been resting well these few days because all I think is about my work. I’m so drained out now. Haven’t been going to the gym but I have been eating. Gonna start visiting the gym tmr. Bless me. Haha

Next phase

10 more weeks and I am almost done with school. Please bless me with abundant amount of luck and strength! V-V

You don’t have to be cool to rule my world

Prince- Kiss

Miss listening to this kind of music. </3